19/05/2013

i was in my house with alex, my boyfriend (who was a girl), and Alexs mum, but she didnt look like Alexs actual mum. i was trying to convince them that i truely did want to be with alex but they kept getting really violent about it and not believing me, and it resulted in a load of hair pulling and pushing around. I happened to have lost my phone in this dream, but they pulled it out of one of their bags saying they took it to check if I was cheating on Alex, but couldnt get past the password. To get them to leave i calmlyy explained how genuinely sorry i was but i just wanted to be with alex. then they left

17/05/2013

first off, i was at the rapids with my friend, shes the kind of girl that guysalways go for. thenwe see aa gorgeous friend of mine called nick and she says 'oh my god, who is that' but he comes over and spends some time talking to me with his arm round me. it was a really good feeling feeling wanted for a change. then the scene changes and im cowering away from my ex boyfriend. i dont remember what he wants me to do but hes bullying me into doing something and im crying and screaming that i dont want to. eventually i say 'maybe in the future' and he bends down and hugs me to calm me down. for some reason he is a makeup artist and is showing me how to make a zombie face out of wood,then he gives me colouring in while he talks to his teacher.