05/10/2013

one of the weirdest and worst.

lots of girls were all being ushered into different mens rooms to have sex. i was under the impression that something bad would happen if i didnt so i cried and begged the man in my room to not make me but he said 'turn the fuck around' and raped me. then a preist and the other girls walked in and all looked normal and fine so i asked them what was going on and was told it was a test and the other girls hadn't had sex with their partners so they got to go home. i asked the preist if there was anything i could do in the eyes of god and he said it was too late for me.
I felt horibly desperate and sad. they all left and the man got angry with me for crying so much so i told him i wanted to make it up to him and started to go down on him, then all of a sudden i bit down really hard and while he was in pain i ran out the door naked.

i think other things happened but i don't remember completely. woke up feeling really gross and upset though.

28/8/2013

Basically all my worst nightmares in one nights sleep. First of all, we were out in town, Courtney fellover and Harvey grabbed her and they started violently kissing, so me and Tarik walked off by ourselves in a big strop. Then i woke up and managed to go back to sleep. We were all going to Taniths house and my friend did something really bad that i can't remember what it was. but her punishment was to get all her limbs cutoff(under the impression they would grow back) and be used to pleasure men in market stalls with her mouth. Terrifying and weird :(

20/08/2013

I was with a group of friends and we were all going to be in the last Lord of the Rings film but it was quite real. I had a vision into the future and saw Professor Mcgonagal and others all tied round a tree, and a giant wild boar was going to eat them. Then i returned to the present and one of my friends was getting eaten by the boar. We all started running and managed to hunt a baby boar and found camp. The group leader said that we had to eat the baby boar because Boar is the only animal where every part of it is nutritious. One of my friends complained that she wanted steak and ale pie so we tried to make the boar look like that.

then i woke up a little bit and fell back asleep and dreamed i'd typed all this out aready.

06/08/2013

First, my mum came back from a holiday where you stay in all inclusive villas for £1000 that can have up to six people in each, she showed us a brochure of really really nice houses with balconies and verandas and trees and plants everywhere by the sea. Me and my friend Courtney decide to go on a Baltic cruise for a week though insead because the week before it had been featured on Geordie Shore. However I only managed to bring £10 with me so have to rely on people buying me drinks. I remember saying that I'd get a job on the boat for a week and pay for myself that way.

04/08/2013

I was in some kind of office building, industrial looking sky scraper type thing at a group lunch. My mum was there and she was getting on my nerves massively so I decided to leave. I managed to reach another floor when suddenly the buiilding was flooding fast. I remember thinking that my mum wouldnt know where i was and she'd be terrified and I felt really horrible. I dont remember anything else but i have a feeling a lot more happened

03/08/2013

I was lying on a beach with my friends when everyone started screaming and running behind us. For some reason i thought nothing of it until people started running past us. I looked around and across the whole coast i could see people running in the same direction. Then I decided I should start running though i couldnt see what from yet, all my friends had start running a while ago. For seemingly no reason at all i suddenly got really really tired and fell over and couldnt carry on. I saw a friend of mine, Henry turn around and see this and start running back to me, but then I was caught in a huge wave and I remember thinking to just keep the body relaxed and i was probably going to die. But then the next thing I remember is claiming that Henry and another friend of mine, Tom, had saved my life. It then cuts to a friend of mine talking to Dido as she admits that if you listen to her songs closely enough it turns out she's actually really racist.

19/05/2013

i was in my house with alex, my boyfriend (who was a girl), and Alexs mum, but she didnt look like Alexs actual mum. i was trying to convince them that i truely did want to be with alex but they kept getting really violent about it and not believing me, and it resulted in a load of hair pulling and pushing around. I happened to have lost my phone in this dream, but they pulled it out of one of their bags saying they took it to check if I was cheating on Alex, but couldnt get past the password. To get them to leave i calmlyy explained how genuinely sorry i was but i just wanted to be with alex. then they left